I receive two grants. One was a good size the second was very small. I also received two loans. I really did not want a loan, because right now I am living in poverty and am disabled. So I have a limited income. I received a grant from the school, although I am paying on it....this confuses me because I asked if it was a loan. Was told no it is a grant. So being all new to college and it being overwhelming and a lot to take in at one time.